AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
After having such an awesome day with my food yesterday, I finished it off by going to the fridge at 11pm as I was thirsty but instead I saw the creamed rice sitting on the shelf and processed to eat the remaining contents (about 1/2 a can)!
Not the worse food in the world, but I didn't need it at all! I wasn't thinking, "hmmm I feel like creamed rice", I wasn't craving it and I wasn't even hungry! I just saw it and thought YUM, I'll have a spoon of that, but contained till the contents where all gone. I didn't even have a drink in the end!!!!!
WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF???? I will try and learn from this by making myself aware that I see something and eat it, even if I don't need it.
I am now making myself aware of this action and saying it out loud. I will think twice before doing it next time. Do I really need to eat? No, I don't need to eat just because it's on offer. I don't need to eat something just because I can. I need to stay focused and I need to look after my body as if its a temple to worship. Better still I WILL STAY FOCUSED!
Day 3 itself, hasn't been too bad. I have eaten well, but I could still drink more water. I have taken a liking to soda water with a squeeze of fresh lemon juice and a few slices of lemon. I just need to drink more of it. I think I will reintroduce the timed water bottle idea. It helped me stay on track with my water intake in the past.
We went out for dinner tonight, which can be a challenge in itself. Nonetheless, I was prepared and made sure not to over eat during the day to help cater for this. I chose Salt and Pepper Lobster with Asian Salad, which was adorable. However, I did eat some more HOT CHIPS!!! I do struggle with hot chips, they are a weakness of mine. Next time I will ask that chips are NOT put on my plate! Reduce the temptation.
I know its only day 3, but I am finding that writing this blog is already helping my way of thinking. Yes, I am still making mistakes and struggling with my poor habits, but I am thinking about my actions. I will finish tonight with the thought that, thinking is a powerful tool and weight loss is 100% a mental challenge. Your body won't go where you mind doesn't push it. So challenge your way of thinking towards food each and everyday guys.
Cheers Mel x


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